Super stressed out ):

Sighhh,
Just when I say I want to be the best thing that ever happened to you, it fails -.-

So stressed with hijau and sejarah and chem and physics and bio.. )': )':

What books should I bring to training camp tomo.. D: D: THINK FAST!!


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Isn't love supposed to be simple?

Boy loves girl, girl loves boy.
Nothing else matters.


I always believed so, if I find a guy I truly like, it'll be simple. No complications.


I'm so naive ):


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Yes maybe I PMS a lot

And I can be very demanding,

But all this is because I lack closure



I barely know how you feel, and it feels like I only know you on the surface..

We don't have to talk to know how each other are feeling..

One way conversations work too.

But sadly you just don't have the time for that..

I always thought you were the expressive kinda person, but you shut yourself off, away from me..

I know it's a lot, but I just wish to hear how you truly feel, one way conversation. LONG conversation.


BUT then again long one way conversations never work for us, cause you never reply -.- meh, so torturous. Contradicting myself.



I always thought love was supposed to be simple.


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I have nothing left to say to you but,

Goodnight.



I wonder whether you will be happier if we took a week's break away from each other.

And I realised something, I'm an open book, I'm predictable and naive. You're the total opposite, and I think I'm starting to adapt to your traits.


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NO!

I will not let this get in the way of my studies, not now, not ever.


If you or anyone else for that matter can't understand how I feel, then be it. I'll just always be a joke to you guys.


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Sometimes,

When things are not right,
You don't wanna tell the world about it.

And when you do make the decision to say what's on your mind,
You wish you hadn't.


Until I find someone who understands what I'm going through,
I'm just gonna chamber all my feelings and thoughts to myself.


I've honestly never been so secretive in my life before.
I miss living the carefree life,
I miss having someone understand me,
I miss you )':


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I cried in physics lab today ):

Then I fell asleep ._.


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I don't know why

But you kinda piss me off sometimes /:


I don't wanna be with you -.- you annoy me.


I'd rather be with my youth friends who are nice all the time and aren't as materialistic as you, cause once again, you annoy me.


Learn humility, please.



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SO LAZY

-slaps!- I'm gonna slap myself everytime I say I'm lazy. DEAL? deal.


Feel like going on an all oats diet for a week to lose weight /: should I..? :x :x


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Was watching Hercules just now :P

Somehow kiddy shows are much more meaningful when watched again once you grow up (: cause then you'd understand!!


There was this scene where Meg took Hercules out for the whole day and he said a bunch of sweet stuff to her at night by the fountain /: I don't know why but I just felt it was really really familiar (': the feeling I had then was sooo.. AWWW! :P


It made me realise how I used to feel when that was me (: that romantic soothing feeling, when you feel nothing can POSSIBLY go wrong to make this night horrible. But even if it does, you have him by your side <3



Wish you could understand how I feel (:


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I realise cause of..

Twitter and blogger I've not written my diary in a LONG time ):


Gonna start writing again!!


And you piss me off /: can you not be so flirty and treat me like a 8 year old? I'm not 14 anymore.. Accept the fact that I don't wanna play this immaturity game with you anymore. Just move on.

And you, another one /: you actually AGREED that I was LOA. LOOK WHO'S TALKING EH ): how could you weih. I thought we were friends, please be more humble.

And youuuu! Who doesn't dare to admit it in public or online /: but anyways!


I love you :3 heh heh (:


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Trials and tribulations

" if a couple have big fights and are still together, they must really love each other " - anonymous




Honestly, I feel like the luckiest girl on earth to be with you =)


I love you bi <3



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Tell me I'm pretty!

I wish I had someone to tell me I'm pretty everyday ):


I know I'm like a dog, needing constant praise ):


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Sorry I abandoned you blog ):

Blog whimpers ):


Short update! Really stressed for my Grade 8! ):



And I really miss my pumpkin ): whether he knows it or not ): my teacher's boyfriend reminds me of him somehow ): ): tsk!



And I dislike people who try to tehh me when I'm stressed out, instead of adding positivity to my negativity, he adds negativity to me -.- no it does not make it positive, it LAGI adds negativity!!


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My friend told me a horrific secret about her life

That really got me thinking, what if it was me in return.. Would people still treat me the same? Would my friends still be my friends? Would you still love me for who I am?

Sigh..


I really needed to talk to you, but you weren't there ): But I came to a realisation point : I doubt you'd still care for me or treat me the same if it happened to me..


She's very lucky to have a boyfriend like that (: a bit twisted in a few ways, but, I think it's sweet (: or he could just be a jerk wanting something in return -.- oh well, who am I to say (:


I just hope she gets better, I'll be praying for you everyday my friend (:


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Ahhh little joys in life (:

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Just came back from an outing with 7 guys and 1 girl

That 1 girl being me .___.


Was kinda awkward AT TIMES! but Loh Mai Kai made sure I wasn't feeling left out (: thanks! And one of his friend was quite friendly so it was okay (:


Loh paid for my dinner but now I feel bad ): so I'm gonna pay him back tomorrow! xD I think most of his friends see me as a girl who gets free stuff cause she thinks she can ): I hope not ): ):



OH! and I played Daytona and twice I got last ): CANNOT BLAME ME! MY LEGS NOT LONG ENOUGH TO REACH THR BRAKES DDD:!

And I saw my ex-cosmotots teacher too! With herr, BUOOYYFWENNNN! heh heh (:


Mm I wish i had my buoyfwen too ): and today I realised just how ordinary I am ): I don't deserve him at all )':


Sigh.


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