Wednesday, August 31, 2011

One of my reasons

For working so hard and dreaming big, Is to someday see that face of yours that screams regret.


I'll show you, you're gonna be sorry.



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GO! BWAHH!

Mum : I bought a very good book for you! I think you'll really like it.
Me : yeah, I bet it's about managing life -__-
Mum : NO LAHH!!


Goes home.





OH GEEEE!


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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

What I did today :

1st attempt:


I know it looks ugly ): 1st attempt ma /:


2nd attempt:



My sister suggested I should use Sharpies, so I did! But then they looked so dull )':


3rd and final attempt :



Just changed a few colours, not much difference, but still a little progress! :D


So let me introduce ya to some of the characters I've came up with!

Emo Steve :



Crazy Kyle :




Awkward Bob :



And last but not least!
Moustache Carlos :





I feel so proud of myself now -__-"



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Monday, August 29, 2011

Okay I've got everything I need





Pen, highlighters, books, sticky notes, toothbrush,

Time to start studying! (:



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Sunday, August 28, 2011

LULULU I've got some apples

BUTTERS :D :D hahaha annoying little boy with a big heart (:


My sister says I have a very pedophilic smile. I couldn't agree less.

m(._.)m

I'm watching you.

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Oh nothing




Just, hanging around :D


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Saturday, August 27, 2011

Spy kids; all the time in the world

WORST MOVIE EVER




Even Spongebob isn't amused.

It was THATT bad, I'm not exaggerating




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A crossing I will go (;




Hi Ho a merry-O a crossing I will go (:



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Thursday, August 25, 2011

Just cut my hair and I feel super devastated )':

Felt like I lost all my confidence and everything interesting bout myself (like there was any to begin with)





Look! There's spike! <3


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Tuesday, August 23, 2011

I wanna believe in love again

But I'm so scared I'll go crawling back to you )':



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Sunday, August 21, 2011

Haven't felt this way in a long time now ):

The only way to forget a person, is by hating her or in my case, him. I always do that when I wanna avoid thinking about him, so I come up with reasons why he should never again appear in my life.

Most importantly, the fact that I poured out my heart and feelings to him and he said nothing, thought that he would give me a reply sooner or later but it never came. He was never good in handling problems with friends. And I guess now I'm just a friend, wait no, I don't even 'qualify' as a friend. I'm just his twitter follower that USED to be someone he cared about.


Now im probably nothing to him.


To think that I waited so long just to see his smile and hold his hands, to listen to him talk about his day. And now it's just like he's a stranger to me. As I am to him.

I said everything I had to say, and you said nothing. Nothing at all. To think that we spent so much time and effort learning to trust each other, and for what?

And how is it fair that you spend your days lazing round and you can't even find time to come say hi. To someone that used to mean something to you.


Guess I'll never ever be able to see you again. Even given the chance, I doubt I'd bring myself to the occasion to see that face that has given, and is still giving me the hardest and most painful heartbreak in my life.



I'm so so hurt, and you can't even cough up an apology or an explanation.



Guys would say anything to get girls to fall for them.

Just never thought you'd be one of them.


One day, I really hope you regret.


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Thursday, August 18, 2011

Realisation

Hmm.


If you said that you loved me more than you loved her, why did she get to spend more time with you as compared to me?

Note : you said that AFTER we weren't together. You said that I was much different.






On a lighter note!!

I feel so relieved after reading the few "skrip contoh" for the IELTS test.

Purposely : perpuosly
Really : realy
Professionals : the expert person
( and yes it was meant to be plural )


And I thought the speaking test would be hard.

They'll give you a topic to speak on, and you'd have to speak for 1-2 minutes. I thought it'll be some hard ass topic like global warming


" Describe an item that you own that is very important to you "


What..? .___.


Okay I don't mean to be cocky but, I think I got this ;)


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Wednesday, August 17, 2011

I AM COW, HEAR ME MOO!







LOOK!! I took half an hour arranging my physics notes and exercises!! :D numbered and labelled!







Pa : okay, now take another half an hour to admire it.


.___.


Gonna arrange my Chem, add Maths file tonight! :x


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So tired

Eyes tearing like crazy and I havent finished half of my to-do list.. Too ambitious )':


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Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Pom Poms!!





BY TODAY! <3

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I used to think

High school was all about cliques, whether you were cool, whether you stood out,

Or did you just blend with the background, like a wallpaper (whert? ._.)


But my graduation class have made me realised, how important mixing round with everyone is (':


I love the way everyone in my class mixes with everyone not depending on the language we speak, or the kinds of friends we have outside of class, but as true classmates, as a family (':

Love it how we'd learn off each other and help each other during crucial times eg, before exams or with homework.


Never thought I'd fit in with my classmates cause I've always been that socially awkward girl, but they've been so nice to me it's actually tear jerking for me just thinking about em (':


Will have a longer post on my class after graduation or SPM, depending whether I'd still be alive till then xD





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Can't seem to get it out of my head )':





Could it be worth the wait?


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Monday, August 15, 2011

I call you can't hear a thing :P




My second hand Pikachu birthday present! From me, to me. :P


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Sunday, August 14, 2011

If there's nothing,

Missing in my life, then,




Why do these tears come at night )':

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Sunday, August 7, 2011

Boom buhdoom doom




I must be a really sad idiot to write motivational notes to myself /: HAHA


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Saturday, August 6, 2011

Sigh.




Opened up the book and teared )':

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This is a replacement post for yesterday!

Was too tired after watching Captain America :x




Had a really sad dream that had to do with the photo I posted

+

Intertwine.


Woke up to only find it's nothing but a sad attempt to recollect what I had.


Guess now, the only place I'd able to see you is in my dreams


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Thursday, August 4, 2011

Gonna start journalising my everyday (:

In this blog! With "occasionally" no words at all (:

Just with a photo that describes my whole day (:

ONZ ONZ!




Meet my pimple. I named him Jerry, cause Jerry sounds like a fat guys name. And my pimple is fat. I is very pissed. ITS LIKE THE SIZE OF TEXAS ON MY FACE! that's my chin btw. PISSED ARGHHHHH!!


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Stop doubting boy,

It's me ): stop closing yourself up to the idea that it isn't.


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