The only way to forget a person, is by hating her or in my case, him. I always do that when I wanna avoid thinking about him, so I come up with reasons why he should never again appear in my life.
Most importantly, the fact that I poured out my heart and feelings to him and he said nothing, thought that he would give me a reply sooner or later but it never came. He was never good in handling problems with friends. And I guess now I'm just a friend, wait no, I don't even 'qualify' as a friend. I'm just his twitter follower that USED to be someone he cared about.
Now im probably nothing to him.
To think that I waited so long just to see his smile and hold his hands, to listen to him talk about his day. And now it's just like he's a stranger to me. As I am to him.
I said everything I had to say, and you said nothing. Nothing at all. To think that we spent so much time and effort learning to trust each other, and for what?
And how is it fair that you spend your days lazing round and you can't even find time to come say hi. To someone that used to mean something to you.
Guess I'll never ever be able to see you again. Even given the chance, I doubt I'd bring myself to the occasion to see that face that has given, and is still giving me the hardest and most painful heartbreak in my life.
I'm so so hurt, and you can't even cough up an apology or an explanation.
Guys would say anything to get girls to fall for them.
Just never thought you'd be one of them.
One day, I really hope you regret.
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