All we need is love (:

But now, all I need is a place to rest my feet! -___-


Omg today was a extremely tiring day )': don't know why but my feet hurt so badly, I feel like ripping the soles of my feet and soaking em in ice cold water before self-reattaching them back again.





This is best place on earth to be now.


I swear, if one day I were to collapse while walking up hill BACK HOME, I wouldn't be surprised. I'd probably just lay there till someone realizes I'm missing -_-

I mean, THIS was how tired I was, I was walking, no wait, I mean STRUGGLING up the hill and I got so tired I just stopped and stoned. Then when I realize the pain got worse, I kept walking. And to top it all off, once my brain started to shut down, this song came on




-____- and this is the very choir-y version. And they sounded SO CHEERFUL AND SO JOLLY!



-mentally stabs self-


Once I reached the doorstep, I took out my bus pass and repeatedly swap it on the door -__- till I realized I needed my keys. That's how tired I was.

Right now, I just wanna be at the most relaxed state I can be, with a little help from




A nice warm cup lemon water :3




A biscuit :3 ( p/s: I already finished it ): ) I want another one! But I'm too damn lazy to put my feet on the ground ):

And..





CHEESEEEEEE :D


Okay goodnight everyone (:


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YAYYY!! :DDD

My first ordered "thing" online!!! :DDD the dress didn't count cause I asked me mum to do the banking part for me (: but this one I did myself, so I is very proud of me self!! :DD







And in the box, they gave me another box! :DD









TA-DAAAAA (:

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Little balls of..?

I have no idea what I had for dinner ._.



Pasta in BALL form?!


Italians are so damn creative .____.



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Torrents (:

Thanks to Bryan and Adrian, I understand torrenting now! (sort of) ._. lol my iPhone autocorrected it to tormenting. HAHA


Anyways, I found this Classical compilation torrent online which had 155 tracks and I was so happy!! :D finally more classical songs to go into my collection :3

The best part, they have all the songs I know the tune to but never knew their names :c yea I know I'm ignorant /:

But it beats humming a tune out to someone (horribly) and let em guess what I'm trying to hum out -_-


They also have my favourites! (mostly Tchaikovsky :3) and all the other famous classics like Claire de Lune and Hungarian Dance No.5 and and and Humoresque!! :DDD which I have been repeatedly hearing Oliver play and I'd start humming to myself in my room like an mental idiot :P


Also! The compilation included some of the songs I wanted to hear! Like Radetsky march and 1812 overture that my history teacher mentioned before (: which are so good! (:


Surprisingly they're also a few classics but not Classical songs. Which I get annoyed with cause theres a slight difference between Classical songs and Classic songs. One of the poser Classical songs was the Imperial March from Star wars! Which goes dumdumdumdum dum dumdum dum dumdum HAHAHA And also the Godfather! :O


2 of my concert songs were also inside (': so I'm very happy! The Entertainer and Greensleeves. Omg greensleeves still sound so beautiful after 1848382819192727 times of repeating and listening to it T-T


Just wanted to say thanks to whoever who took the time to compile this beautiful list!! <3


Well that's all for me today. Can't get too happy now, I've got tests tomorrow ): but on the bright side! I get to sleep now!! :DDD So sleep deprived ): and I hope I'll dream of something or someone nice tonight :3





My missing piece is somewhere out there! We both just don't know it yet (:



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Bicoloured socks

Cause I can't find my socks in pairs )':

And paired socks are just too mainstream

Dear diary,

I really feel a great sense of disdain for the LOA people here -__- I really really really can't stand em sometimes.

Like hello? Facebook is where you tell people where you are and interesting things that happen in your day. It's not your freaking diary. Once or twice is excusable, but your whole wall filled with it? Please, you're making my Newsfeed a sad place to visit -__- annoying shit.

It's not like I have a choice. My college are filled with these attention-seeking people that whine at guys when they don't get what they want. Grow up. Seriously. I'm glad I have one or two friends that are sincerely good, but I can never catch up with em cause we also run in different circles and have different time tables. So basically I'm half hanging round all sides, with no true "clique" to belong to.

I miss the friends back home. They don't annoy me like how the people here do. They don't give me nasty looks when I say something stupid. Or maybe I just need to learn to be more patient with the people here. After all, I'm doomed with them until this 18 months is over. Then I'd probably not see em again. After all, they're not the people I'm gonna remember after 20 years. Yea, they annoy me that much. And unless I change my attitude towards em, or they somehow miraculously changed, I'm gonna keep hating my 18 months stay here.

And news flash, the only reason everyone revolves round them is either, someone in the clique likes em, and everyone's just ANTICIPATING for things to happen. Or she's absolutely gorgeous and come on, who DOESNT wanna be friends with a total hottie.

We can be friends, but don't expect me to get personal with you.

Right now, I rather be alone in college, then hang out with em.

Hee hee (:

It looks big cause I look tiny ):



Yea I know I look very shabby /: But I couldn't care less cause it is cold as FRICK here! ): (here being, in my room) -_- I think they like "forgot" me or something ): Y U NO TURN ON RADIATOR! )':



I know I show off a lot ): But that's because I consider myself to be very lucky to have nice things in life. And I thank my parents, more than anyone else, for giving me all that I need, and more (:


I may not own the most posh posh bags, or have 18372938162 inch heels, or a hot rockin' bod, but I'm happy being sloppy, lazy, (small) me (: In my opinion, I have everything a girl could ever want! (for now) :P

Like the other day, I was in bio class (I don't see any relevance for this story in this situation but I just need a reason to say it) and we all tried to measure, well, we DID measure our lung capacities through this spirometer (: and we were passing the CLEAN equipment round the table and everyone was getting 3k+ (cept my two other girl classmates cause they didnt wanna try) and I got up till 1k ): and my teacher, said it was cause I'm tiny :S then she laughed, but I was fine with it!


And then during test period, I put my pencilcase on the floor (sorry Chris, the pencilcase you gave me can't fit a calculator, but I'm using it for something else! (: ) and the invigilator was like, HEY! That's almost as big as you!

I didn't get what it meant, cause I was busy recalling types of epithelial layers -_- until I came out of the test hall and went OHHHH! oh. -_-


And yesterday I went up to London to see the harp I wanted, and the (tall and huge) man was helping me to put it in a casing, and he held it with one hand EASILY, and he said "you try!" I held it with both hands and it's 3/4 my height -_- but you know what! I don't care!


If getting comments bout my height makes people smile, then be it! If making jokes bout my height makes people laugh, then be it!


Cause I rather be happy being flawed than to be miserable and perfect (:







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Fortune cookies

Umm, my godfather? :O




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James (:

He knocked on my door and asked me whether I wanted to play a game with him. So I was like but I have a test tomorrow ): BUT OKAY :DD


So he brought me to his computer and showed me this



He said, LOOK! I'm building my own house!! Then I asked him why does it look like a Microsoft Excel document -_- shouldn't it look more like The Sims? ._. he said, nono this is fun!





Sure, James /: Lots of fun :x building walls and installing beds in every room ._. I asked him where was Oliver (his brother) gonna stay and he said, " I'm gonna build Oliver another house!" then I was like aww so sweet of you (:



"but of course MUCH smaller than mine, cause in the future I'll be much richer than him"


SMH, angmoh kids :P


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I'm not a flower pot

Gonna wear these two items on my hair to college tomorrow <3

Have to stop being so "proper" all the time :x unfortunately my hair is always so bushy and unruly so I have to tie it up ): gotta learn to let go and let loose!






SMILES :DD p/s: that's my bus pass holder :P Adorable, no? :D


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Just played the piano at my homestay

And I didn't realize the father was upstairs and he heard every note I played -_- I went upstairs and he said "you haven't been playing much have you" then I explained I was busy and didn't have the time to practice and he said "clearly". Like, ouch? -___-





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(:

Poor Adrian, his fork as he says "has flaps" HAHAHAHA! nah it's nothing gross, just that the plastic got stuck to each other :P




Pretty Sakura-looking flowers by the side of the road (: Yea I kinda looked like an idiot standing by the road with my phone pointing upwards ._.




The image of perfection (': she's really so beautiful lah D': I WANT )':

Finally got a reply from the UK distributor :x sadly it's bad news ):










D: the sad truth )':

I'd never be able to afford it in a million gazillion years ): plus it's just a baby harp.. A VERY PRETTY ONE INDEED! So I wrote back,





And requested the price for ANOTHER smaller (and cheaper) version of the harp with less levers, meaning I can play less songs unless I transpose keys :x

I know I'm cheap lah ): I just can't afford to make my parents pay so much for something that I won't make a career out of.


But if only I could make a career out of music, trust me, it'll be the best news in the world (': and I wouldn't even care if I die rich or poor, at least I would die doing something I love (:


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A lazy Sunday afternoon (:

My window has a mustache :3


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Ain't she a beaut! (:

Finally found the baby harp that I've been looking for!!





She's perfect (': sadly my soon to be baby is in USA so I have to wait for her to arrive <3 (haven't bought it yet :P) she's a 22-string Celtic lap harp, and if you look closer, she has a carved little heart on the sound board!! Cutest harp, EVER!! Plus is reminds me of the Guinness logo (:





Going down to London next week to check out the harp I ALMOST got if I didn't found sweet Brittany-22 xD 22 is the number of strings btw (:
This is the Eve-22, it's a Gothic harp and it's a lap harp as well! (I call it baby harp cause my parents would understand the size better) (: luckily I didn't buy this straight away cause Brittany is evidently more beautiful, PLUS they both are around the same size and have the same feel of strings (: and yea this is the harp I ALMOST got :x




This one is sharper at the pillar and Gothic harps it may be all ancient and antique-y, but I prefer the Celtic harp (: which has curves and is sexayyy! Thus, the name, Brittany xD nah I KEEDDD, I won't buy an instrument because it looks hot! -looks elsewhere- but since both of them sound similar, what the heck :3


Ugh I can't wait to get my baby! She's gonna sound so so amazing <3 plus she's portable! Meaning I can bring it back to Malaysia after my studies (: or even during the long break! So yea, I'm gonna give in my hopes and dreams of learning the pedal harp for this baby (':


UNTIL I earn my own money and buy the concert grand pedal harp (: in simpler terms, NEVER. HAHA!

Sorry for this rather dry post about harps /: I'm just feeling so excited! :D




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In desperate need

Of a chill pill ): I'm still really bothered by the fact of choosing universities and my personal statements, and ESPECIALLY my LNAT test )': because essay is never, never never never my strong point (ironic for a person who's going for law eh)


It's like I'm constantly reminded I'm not good enough to compete against so and so cause I'm so lacking in general knowledge and current affairs. Plus my geography sucks.


Everyday I wake up, I'm afraid of what might become of me. Will I ever get into the university I want? Will I ever be smart enough to finish my course? Will I ever be employed?


Circling round the mere facts that I'm just an ordinary girl, with mediocre grades and an uninteresting life, what chances do I have against people who spend their traveling and exploring the world, reading interesting books and learning umpteen languages? None.


Am I screwed? Pretty much, yes.


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MY LIFE IS COMPLETE <3

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OM NOM NOM :3

Eating


At ling hong's place In London nao :DDD

AND IT WAS ONLY 2.22 GBP! Feel so cheated after buying 4 GBP worth of Haagen Dazs that day ):


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Korean and Japanese

I've never eaten Much Korean food back in Malaysia, well hardly ever. I think never .__. anyways. Well here I am now in London, eating Korean food :D





Patience, patience :x


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If you've got nothing better to do, leave me alone.

Happy valentines day, Amanda ):


Some guys really need to know where their boundaries are. Pricks.



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Sucky day

I got pick pocketed in London today.


Whatever happened today is just a result of my carelessness and ignorance. I blame no one but myself.

Yeah that's my arm -_- I thought it was just goosebumps so I just left it there for a week and now it got worse )': it doesn't look bad in the photo but it looks damn ugly in reality.


Though I keep telling myself it's okay to feel bad for a while but then move on, I can't seem to have this bad feeling that someone somewhere is enjoying my parent's hard earn money. The rage is so immense I feel hatred for the person. But nonetheless, I'm still gonna let it go and hope the person has a damn good reason for taking my money, not for leisure but for something more meaningful, like medical treatment or education. It's pointless to predict the fate of my money and all I can do is hope for the best.

Goodnight


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Meh!

Sorry couldn't resist!!



A full cookie jar!! (: I am a happy (fat) girl! :D




TSK TSK! what shall I do with them leftover biscuits that cant fit? :3


OM NOM NOM NOM (:


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PUI PUI ):

Last bits of cookies from my cookie jar u_u


IZZ OKAYZZ!





:DDD

-sulks in my room cause dinner was just an omelette- )':


Gonna start posting less pointless stuff from now on -___- still feel so immature. Well! Gonna go cram head into Bio now ):


Slowly disliking science subjects after being introduced to the arts stream :3




Food deprived ):

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