I know what I must do

It's practically pointless to keep doing this, so I'm just gonna suck it up, and wait.


For the time being, whenever something strays a bit further, I'll back off. I'll keep my distance, like how you have kept yours.


I feel like I'm fighting for a lost cause. But I know it can be made right.


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I don't wanna cry myself to sleep

But you are that worth it <3 never realised how much I love you till I came this close to losing you..


Night


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I forgot what it's like

To see the man I love the most in this world, smile like that <3


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I really don't know what's wrong with me

I'm really, this close to losing my patience with you.
I'm this close to giving up.
I'm this close to stop caring.



I really don't know what's wrong with me, and I'm pretty sure it's not the stress. I'm not saying a word till I hear the words I wanna hear.



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Meh

' boys are like that. During the chase, they'll be everything you want in a guy. But when they get you, they can be everything you dread. '

-anonymous


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Today was a good good day!

Hijau was quite productive (: (compared to the other houses) :P

Cause the marchers came to help!! And we managed to cover 2 layers of the surf board slash leaf. Ehh heh we'll decide what it looks like when we colour it xD mm the dino is quite stable now (: thanks to Kenji's idea of rafia stringing the spikes downwards :x




And everything I planned to do for the day (p/s: day ends at 5) they finished at 1! Wow! (: mm OH YEAH! We started a FIRE!

:D :D I mean not exactly we, just Kenji. ._. LOL







Backwood style yo!
And yes, I have no idea what backwood means. That's what the scouts called it so I guess it should be right. LOL

My hair still smells like smoke -.- Teck Kuan lah ): ):


But then after that we went in and I did the dino and I let Kenji and Vivian do the surf board slash leaf cause well EH HEH (: then me and Teck Kuan changed the songs to sappy love songs <3 xD


But when Teck Kuan left I was all alone doing the dino ): and thats where I felt damn emo ): looking at them makes me feel so jealous ):


Then after Teck Kuan came back, we talked bout the more deeper things and well it didn't feel good ): and after talking to a lot of friends who have partners who can't live without em, I realised.


It's better to have a boyfriend that can't live a day without you than a guy who can.



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Green eyed monster

Why do I have this sudden urge to show my true colours to you?


I wish I was her sometimes, no lies no pretences, speak their mind, nothing to hide.


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