Sunday, March 13, 2011

I hate guys with low self-esteem -.-

Gee, I'm trying my best to find some other way to bring you out with us and how do you repay me? Telling me off and saying we don't care about you and all that shit.


Eh news flash? If I didn't care I wouldn't have called up so many people to swap class with me kay?


You're not the only problem I have kay. We all know how lonely people can get but you dont have to make it sound like you're the only one going through it.


Don't know why I'm so grumpy lately, maybe I'm just lacking of prayer. And meat. Quite frankly I'm starving and craving for meat all the time. So I guess this fasting is not going as well as I've planned.

At church now going home.


It's true what he said, I am weak. I'm fragile, I admit. I'm vulnerable, and I'm lonely.


But one thing I believe is, that I can do anything, through Christ, who gives me strength. I will pull through this tough period. And I will no longer show fear or frailty.



One thing that surprised me was, he said he could see my fragileness just through my eyes. How is that possible?


Are my eyes and my smile really that transparent? Am I really that weak that it shows through my looks? That's what he thinks. So what if I'm a helpless romantic, I don't see that as a weakness. I see that as a gift. And truly I've not been living up that gift. I'm gonna be more loving and compassionate towards others, patient and helpful, to those around me.


I'm gonna prove all of you wrong.



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