Wow!

For the past few days, it's been like hell. Serious .___.

There were multiple times I wanted to push myself down the stairs so I don't have to go for exams -.- stupid eh.

But I was seriously tired and stressed! Never ever felt this kinda feeling of just wanting to give up before ):


I keep telling myself give up give up, stop caring, but somehow I can't bring myself to walk the walk. The more I wanted to give up, the more pressure I put on myself to work twice as hard.
As a result? My whole body aches, TREMBLES, shivers and my eye lids burn, having super bad cough, DRY cough -.- nose block, feverish and all -.- actually I've been trembling since last night at like 1 till the next morning and all through exams. Even during exams! I can't even pick up my pen properly cause I kept shivering ): my handwriting also like James, the worm. Squirmy squirmy one :P


Today, I woke up from my usual 6-8 nap ( Usually at this time I'm totally energy-less ) I was super cranky ): till I realised it brought nothing but misery to myself and mostly everyone around me. Felt bad at shouting at my sis for touching my hair ): usually it'll be normal but I'm gonna be nicer to her now (: even how rude she can be to me or most importantly my mum /:

Just pray He will change her in the long run (:

When I was studying chemistry, I realised something cool! Chemistry is actually quite cool! :D never realised it till this term (: been just dragging my lifeless soul to Chem classes not understanding anything, but now, no more! (:


Never really enjoyed chemistry till He opened my eyes and my heart to the things around me (:

But still considering Bio as my A-level science subject (: was actually thinking of econs but. Mehh /: scared I'd be lost :P PLUS! You dont get to dissect stuff in econs!


Bless this beautiful night (:


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