One man show?

You betcha.


Today I felt really really woozy and sick ): went home and checked my temperature and yup! Running a temperature, but not that high :x


So drowsy the whole day, missed add maths part where I didn't understand )': cause I fell asleep ): gonna go apologise tomorrow /: know how much she hates people sleeping in class /:


Hijau was.. Mm okay I guess :D all the form 2 juniors that passed by were all quite amazed and they were like HIJAU JIAYOU! HIJAU ROCKS!! :D and we all cheered!! (: (: felt happy though inside I was thinking
' if you love hijau so much why haven't I seen YOU help out eh? '


Oh well, learnt to be tolerant towards by-standers (:


Today I walked to the LRT station alone, and somehow it felt.. Quiet ._. yea I purposely wanted to walk cause I needed time for myself, to think without the distraction of technology /:


Outcome? The song Jetlag kept playing over and over in my head. And I realised how desperate was I to go to prom with someone ): I just want someone to escort me ): and slow dance with me and tell me I'm pretty ): sigh.

But what's even worse, I'm becoming weaker and weaker and I think I'd give in to him if I see him ): even if he doesn't, I'm afraid I'll beg him to come back )': jeez. No face at all weih. No shame at all..

But though deep down I just wanna cry it all out, I have to persevere cause I have still a lot to do! Hari sukan is in a few days and what I've looked forward to since I was form 1! Finally I have the honour to help my house!! Oh gosh, the feeling is really indescribable (':


And next week's my interview that'll determine my future, whether I stay here or leave the nest /: tough decisions ahead. And I've gotten all my documents ready cept my reference letter, which I have no idea how to write /: dad says don't be modest at all! But I don't wanna sound TOO cocky? ):


Really proud of my forecast results though (: but some of em are a fake ): hey, I got my results a day after the boy of my dreams dumped me like a potato. Dont I deserve to be slightly happy? ):



Feeling really tired now.. But I think I'm gonna go study (: Or watch Southpark.




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