I've been waiting 6 effing months for this time of the year. And he's RIGHT THERE. But I can't go see him. HE'S RIGHT THERE! I don't think I can emphasise how much I want to see him. I need to talk to him, I wanna start over. BUT I CAN'T! cause I screwed up. I screwed up. And I have never felt sorrier.
I could never imagine not seeing him everyday, then he leaves for UK.
I could never imagine not being with him, then he broke up with me.
Right now, after so long, I still can't get used to the idea that he's gone. I can't and I don't want to. Part of me is still living in denial. I want to undo this so badly, so so badly. I keep telling myself, this is temporary, it'll go back to normal, but it just isn't it. I have to keep telling myself, he left, get over it. Get over this, get over him. I have to..
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